Lazy Sunday..

This has been such a lazy day...slept in a little and then put a roast on for dinner and that was about it my friends! I was lazy! Okay, well I did clean the house but still nothing else....

I've been stressing about this job situation!?!?! Not sure if I'm up for it or not. It's been 4 years since I worked and I feel like a totally different person than I was back then...does that sound crazy?? Sometimes I really don't like what I've become since I've stayed at home! I'm soft...unorganized...out of energy..it's crazy!! I used to be so on top of things, I didn't let things get to me..hell, my family thought I was tough as nails! Now I feel almost pitiful. I'm sitting here tonight stressing out over the thought of going back to work...even though there's a huge part of me that's totally excited at the thought of it...does that make ANY sense!?! I didn't think so either. My poor husband thinks I've totally wigged out completely...he's trying to understand me but I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm nuts! Soooo....God help me if they call me tomorrow because honestly..I have no idea what I'll say if they offer me a position! Prayers ladies...I need some clairity!
Later!